I reached a new low. Forced myself to vomit after drinking so to maybe not absorb all the calories. It’s horrible cause I only ate like 200-300 calories today beforehand. I don’t want an eating disorder, I just want to be thin. Like bmi 16-19.5 thin. I started at a 32 and I’m to a 21 bmi w/ a 23” waist. You’d think if be happy but I still feel like a fat slob :( my friends are even saying I crossed from average to thin but idk what they’re looking at, I feel like a beaches whale. This can’t be healthy having thoughts like this.
My friend just sent me a FB message saying I look just like Laci Green. I googled her and asked my boyfriend if I did and he was surprised how much we look alike. But like who is she and is that a good thing?